Christmas Jams

So...I know it's a long shot!!! But as I said before I am trying to win $1000 on the radio. If I win said money, I am going to buy my dad a fancy couch with a reclining chair attached so we can sit by him and he is not alone is his recliner. I want my mom to be able to sleep next to him...and I want to snuggle.  I haven't won yet today....it was stupid Jill from Federal Way. ( if she needs the money and it will make her Christmas magical...then I guess I am less upset with Jill form Federal Way.)

I just google imaged "Jill from Federal Way" and this is what I got.....

Sweet lord I hope that is her....I also got a picture of a bear. Priceless.

I found out today that everyone on my team at work signed up for the same contest....and if they win they are going to give my prize money to my Daddio. Guh....................hold on................I'm tearing up again..........................................................................................................................................................................

AND I'm back.

(I have been crying over the smallest things lately. There is no surprise why this is....but I am a crying time bomb.)

There is very little chance that we will win this contest. I do have hope because I think it would be so wonderful to get my Dad that gift. But, the gesture of my co-workers is what really gets me. Their ability to believe. I love them.

Cancer I hate your ugly f*cking ways!!! YOU ARE THE WORST!

Oh Dad....I love you so much! I wish I could give you the world.