This is all so new to me. I am beyond scared, REALLY angry and ready to kick cancer in the asshole. I set up a caringbrindge website for my Dad so people can give support and love, especially family members. I am here blogging to tell cancer, "I hate you and leave my dad alone, no...cancer, I mean it, Ok, that's it....I am going to F YOU UP!!!!"
I don't think it would be appropriate to say F YOU CANCER on the caringbridge site. But, I believe that a well placed swear speaks volumes. Cancer does not get my polite side.
My Dad started chemo today and I found myself getting annoyed at people I had never met. I knew at the moment I saw them I was transferring anger and hate for this disease to anyone within eye shot. I am usually the girl on the bus to awkwardly smile at everyone (thank goodness I have my nervous hugging under control. Many job interviews and auditions in my past have started with an uncomfortable hug). Now I have started to scowl at strangers, roll my eyes at happy people and I am about 2 seconds away from hissing at you if you get too close. I'm on the fast track to becoming a crazy homeless lady or a New Yorker.
I think I am just in shock. What do I do now? I love my Daddio so much. Good vibes your way Dad....all to you. I love you with all of my heart.
F-YOU BLADDER CANCER. F YOU.
I have a few final things to say to cancer tonight. I think I will express them in photo form.
I have a few final things to say to cancer tonight. I think I will express them in photo form.
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