Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Chemo---

I wrote this throughout the day---Things can change so fast----

My Dad is at his 2nd round of chemo right now. He is putting on such a strong face. My parents are being so brave. I have the constant horror of thinking of my Dad in past tense. I hate hate hate those thoughts. But I play out situations in my head all the time. Talking about my dad past tense is the very LAST thing I ever want to do.

I just off the phone with my Mom. My dad is actually not having chemo today. He has an extremely sore throat and his mouth and throat are full of sores. (I guess this can be a side effect from the chemo.) Because of his sore throat he has not been able to drink much water, so he is extremely dehydrated. They are hydrating him now and they will decided later today when the next chemo treatment will be.

My Dad just called!!! I love chatting with him on he phone. He sounds really tired and he is headed home right now. My mom is driving and he is resting. He did not have chemo, but they pumped him with fluids. They also changed his bandages and took his blood etc. I'm scared to call my mom and find out what the DR said.

I signed up today to win $1000 on 95.7!!! Every day at 9am, noon and 3 they are giving away $1000 for Christmas presents. I thought to myself, I am at my desk anyway and I have a fancy smart phone, why not listen!
When I win I will be buying my Dad a lazy boy recliner. He has an old one that he sleeps in. He can't sleep completely laying down because of the tubes that are going into his kidneys. I would like to get them a couch that is also a recliner so that we can lay down next to my dad and snuggle.


BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!
Yep....snuggle time.

All right, not that I have show you multiple couches Have a beautiful day.

FU*K you CANCER!!!!!

Love you so much Daddio!!! SO SO MUCH!

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