LAST CHEMO!!! and a cinnamon candy.

YOU HEARD ME!!!!! LAST CHEMO!!! AND A CINNAMON CANDY!!!!!!!!!!!

My Dad had his last chemo yesterday. It may not be the last chemo ever....but we are now on to the next step. Bladder removal.

We are going into the hospital next Tuesday for all day scans and tests. Then a DR. meeting to discuss options. GUUUUUUHHHHH. It f-ing scares me so much!!!!! They really can't say anything bad. I wont accept it and I can't take it.

I have tried to give my Dad and Mom a gift at every chemo. They need to know that they are strong and supported. For his last chemo I have him the hug blanket. He wore it home like a scarf, he looked adorable.

We were sitting outside one of the Dr's offices waiting for the potassium results after chemo, when my Dad had his arm around my shoulder. He reached into his pocket and handed me a cinnamon candy. I thought he wanted me to open it for him. But he said, "No Scooter, have it, I love you." Needless to say that cinnamon candy means the world to me. I have it in my wallet. I had to tape up the package. That candy smells like my Dad. That cinnamon candy is magic to me. 

Cinnamon candy hates cancer and so do I. F you cancer.

Love you papa. I love you with all of my heart!